Type A Wedding: The Countdown

First of all, when I look back on my life I laugh at all the times I recall saying, "I'm just fine on my own," and "I don't have a desire to be married."  I was right back then, however, things have changed.  I have met and fell in love with a wonderful person and he is like no one I have ever met before.  The love I receive and feel for him is so real, yet such a mystery.  We drive each other mad at times but are able to patch things up.  Some of the things I have done and said to him would have driven other guys away and probably vice versa.  So there ought to be a reason we are together and there must be a reason why we are best friends…..

I am a Type A personality, I would say.  I can be laid back, but that isn't something that comes first for me, I like to have a plan, I worry, and I predict things that I think are going to happen.  Sound familiar?  If anyone who has these traits in common with me, you may understand these characteristics and have some of the same thoughts going through our head as we approach a big event, such as, a marriage.  I am 13 days away from being married to the greatest man, and would like to journal with my readers a little of what goes through my head each day as it approaches. Some things may be as simple as wedding details and plans and some might be deep feelings I am experiencing about being married.  I hope this reassures others who are headed in this direction, that they are not crazy, it happens, and we get over the worry and fears and neurotic tendencies.  Let's just make a pack though;  we are in relationship with our love who with God, we are taking the path into an exciting new land where it can look dark and there will be great light, but we chose one another because of something incredibly special, someone who will continue to love us despite our Type A'ness.